Light the fire again

I know I have been back stepping in my walk with you, but my faith is still strong. I pray you help us in our walk with you lord. In his service

Psalm 30:5

"Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning." In his service

Giving when you don't have it

Lord I give you everything I have, I have my family to provide for. My nephew's need diapers and other stuff. I am currently not even working but I still give whatever I have in my pocket. Lord I am not saying I give so I can benifit out of all this, but it's better to give than to recieve. I don't ask of you oh Lord, but of what I do want. What you put in my heart. Please Lord!! In his service

Trusting when you don't get it.

I recieve it today lord, It is very hard to wait on your timimg, for I am only human. I've been waiting patiently for 28yrs. Whoever you have for me, I will treat her the very best I can, it's all that can be expected. And since I never had a girlfriend before in may be a little tough on her at frist but she will realize she is my first. The frist to recieve my heart. I can't wait!! Thank you Lord. In his service

Believing when you don't see it.

I feel this is the year I will recieve God's blessing. I know somebody needs what I have. Somebody needs my love, my smile, somebody needs my encouragement. Somebody needs my protection, my heart, my word. If I get knocked down 9 times, I'm going to get up the 10th time and be the victor. In his service

Obeying when you don't understand it.

I'm sorry I cried Lord I tried not to really I did. But what you showed me I felt in my heart that I could take care of. I don't want to try again I just want to cry. Why lord am I not good enough? Do I not pray hard enough? I praised your name when know one else want's to. I feel I have a good heart. Maybe a little to good? Lord you gave me 28yrs on this Earth why haven't you give me what my heart desires most? You put those desires in my heart. I don't want to move on I still just want to cry. Forgive me for being this weak Lord. And the lord speaks " My dear sweet child I love you and I will never leave you, Your going through this but your not alone I am with thee. Your right my precious child I put those desires in you for a very good reason. Hold on to your faith. Hold on to your desires. I always finish what I started." I trust you Lord, Thank you for the time you gave me with her. Thank you for everything that you have given me and that your going to give me. In his service